you’re everything I ever wanted. but I fucked everything up…and now I can never have you. I’m not confident enough. I’m not pretty enough. I’m not cute enough. I’m not skinny enough. I’m overall not good enough. I still love you…every time I see you I get butterflies…and soon I won’t see you anymore and it saddens me. I never even got the chance to talk to you…and now you think I’m something I’m not and I don’t know what to do because I love you. you’re the one I’m meant to be with. but it’s never gonna happen….I am disgusted with myself. I’m a fat, ugly person that you’ll never want. I never had the chance to show you how my personality is. I want to talk to you I want to date you I want to kiss you I want to marry you..but it’s not gonna happen. I love you so much. and you don’t even know it…why couldn’t god make me beautiful?