I remember when we first became bestfriends..we both completely ditched all our other friends to hangout and then we had to make a schedule of who got to play with who at recess 😂 that was so fucked up now that I think about it…like bro u were popular in a way lol those were the good times..oh and then when I was supposed to sleepover your house once but I was too scared of your dog but now he’s so adorable and literally a gentle giant. I screwed up man.. I started hanging out with the wrong people and got into the way wrong crowd and started doin shit I regretted shortly after I did them..I regret it all mainly because I lost you as my bestfriend. I always felt so unimportant to everybody and i always thought oh she could make another friend or she doesn’t need me but the thing is I need you. and I’ve been needing you, how am I supposed to love my life without my bestfriend? it’s not possible…idk I don’t think you’ll ever wanna talk to me but just to let you know if u ever read this, I would love to talk to you again. and I’ve changed I really have I’ve went through shit I never expected and it made me realize how important the little things are, like keeping promises. I love you chewbacca ❤️ miss you

wifipasswords:

He looks like some kind of straight white boy mermaid

wifipasswords:

He looks like some kind of straight white boy mermaid

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iglovequotes:

Daily dose of love quotes here

iglovequotes:

Daily dose of love quotes here

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That was absolutely not okay. Fuck this shit!!! I need to find someone who actually cares about me and will love me unconditionally.

why

I need to vent because people are assholes

Well. All I have to say is that I hope you read this. And i have one thing to let you know. Recently, my mom and stepdad bought me 5 knives. I only wanted one because it looked really cool in a magazine. It was neon green and zombie themed. I’m not a zombie apocalypse freak I just thought it looked cool. Then, I saw a different one that I thought was cool. It was red and black but a fading deep red like a burgundy. I only wanted 1. And they pushed me to get more and somehow I ended up with 5. But you see, asshole, my mom and stepdad must be fucking dumb. So let me see if you can do some math. Upset Juliana + 5 knives = ? I want you to let me know if you ever figure that out. And the worst part is that I don’t have anyone to tell because the person I wanted to talk to was mad at me too and I was around the hallways by myself so I don’t see anyone begging me to stay. Funny. I can’t believe you. I hope you’re happy that you are the reason I have added another scar to my collection. I feel so sick. You disgust me

I don’t understand how people expect life to be easy. I just lost someone who had the nicest soul anyone has ever met. Life is only temporary. People will come and go. Sadly, some people learn this the hard way. Death is not a joke. Grief could be deadly. Life only gets harder, and I only get stronger.

julianaaa33:

I guess even though it was the first time I ever really fucked up…I’m just a horrible person…wow..

julianaaa33:

I guess even though it was the first time I ever really fucked up…I’m just a horrible person…wow..

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